The Jay Watch

*sigh* I can't seem to get over him. I cannot decide if I am happy or sad about this fact. He does make my world a better place for me to be. I just don't know is it love or a stupid Jr. High crush. I hate the fact that he is what I live for. I enjoy his compnay more than I should. I find myself attracted to him in ways I didn't know possible. I've never liked someone for thier outside apperences before. This is not the only reason nor the main reason I like him but it is a contributing factor. His hair, his dark dark hair, catches my eye more times than should be humanly allowed. His beautiful eyes. *sigh* What a tragic life I lead.